Friday, December 31, 2010

Minor freakout...

So I was just sitting and watching "I Used to Be Fat" on MTV.... never watched it before, but it struck my interest. Well, in it, the trainer came into the girl's room and put up this enormous calendar that had one sheet of paper for every day until she reached her goal. Her prom or something was in 111 days, so there was a sheet for every day. Well i thought to myself, "Hm. Well I have a gaol like that. Spring Break. I wanna be supper fine when I go to NY to audition. But that's 3 months away, so I'm fine, right?"
WRONG! I leave for New York in 71 days!!!

I HAVE to really focus. I feel like I have been going so half assed lately and I am running out of time. I want to lose another 30 lbs in 71 days. Doable? NO IDEA. But I am gonna try my damn hardest to get it.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Biggest Loser... ME!

I know I have been sucking on this blogging train, but I really need to stay with it. It helped me through so many hard times during this process and it would be a damn shame if i gave up on it now.

Just a little update... I am about to enter the last semester of my educational career and I'm so motivated to keep kicking ass. I was on the P90X train for about one month until i through my back out. I went through a lot of pain and recovery time where i struggled to keep that weight off that i worked so hard to shred. Once my back had time to heal, I was back to where i started. Eating poorly and not exercising. I lost my momentum and i really began to take its tole on not only my body, but my mind. However, about a month ago i slowly got back into play. I began eating better and focusing more on my goals. However, though i was slowly losing weight, I wasn't working out. I knew I had to get back in it. Then Christmas break hit.

Most people would throw everything out the window during the holiday season.... but not me! My AMAZING sister/ workout buddy came to my rescue. I have workout almost everyday for the past week with her and i feel GREAT! She takes me running on the Canyon Lake dam and I make her do P90 with me. I have been alternating running and P90X each day. Today I did Insanity for the first time and felt great about it. Kicked my ass.... but it felt awesome to know what my body can do.

So long story short... I have 3 months to get my body where I know it can be. (FYI.. in 3 month I fly to NYC and audition for casting directors and agents over spring break.... hints the strong motivation.)

I know I can do it. I'm back to into my workout addiction and I'm feeling good about my diet. Now lets see what I can do!

Thanks ya'll
Happy Holidays!

Last weigh in before break (about 2 weeks ago) ... 205. Getting close!