A New Day

Well it has been a very slow recovery process. I am creeping back into my old routine. I still am not working out enough but I am doing more to get this process moving again. (This is one down side to summer and free time). It is so hard not having a gym. I thought I would be okay without the Huff, but ever since it closed to only summer school student, I feel like an abandoned pet. I just wonder around wondering where to work out. I am not disciplined enough to do my workout DVDs every single day mainly because I get bored of the same dvd. However, we have to talk about something. My favorite dvd right now. I can only do it like twice a week right now but I want to start doing it more.



I love her. She is such a hard ass but I feel like I can actually do these workouts rather than killing myself with Insanity or P90X. I'm just not in good enough shape for those yet. I also have her 30 Day Shred dvd which is GREAT. I think I might get into that to get me on a better workout regimen.... hmmm. YES! that's what i'll do.

As for eating... all I have to say is.. SH*T. I am doing so freaking BAD. I just want someone to shake me and say "ARE YOU SOME KIND OF IDIOT?!" I have been eating fast food every night this week at like 2am. Mainly because that is what my skinny friends do and I just follow suit like in my old days. We stay up late and get hungry. I. HAVE. TO. STOP. The next time one of you readers sees me, just give me a good old slap in face. I need it.
It ends today. I'm going to go workout right now then for the remainder of my life, I am eating better. In fact, after the gym (which i will break into an apartment complex gym and workout there..) I am going to the store and buying Lean Cuisines). It stops today.

Love you all. Even if you just read this, you are helping me more than you know.

Ry

Oh and the reason I have freaked out? It's because I've gained weight. Yeah. FML.